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  The Map of Bones

  Francesca Haig

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  Book Two in the critically acclaimed The Fire Sermon trilogy—The Hunger Games meets Cormac McCarthy’s The Road in this richly imagined post-apocalyptic series by award-winning poet Francesca Haig.

  Four hundred years in the future, the earth has turned primitive following a nuclear blast that has laid waste to civilization and nature. Though the radioactive fallout has ended, its consequences remain: every person is born with a twin. Of each pair, one is an Alpha—physically perfect; and the other an Omega—burdened with deformity, small or large. With the Council ruling an apartheid-like society, Omegas are branded and ostracized while the Alphas have gathered the world’s sparse resources for themselves. Though proclaiming their superiority, Alphas cannot escape one harsh fact: Whenever one twin dies, so does the other.

  Cass has become a pivotal figure in the Omega resistance. Her twin, Zach, controls the Alpha Council. As the country moves closer to all-out civil war, Cass learns that to change the future, she needs to find out more about the past. But nothing could have prepared her for what she discovers: a Pandora’s box of secrets that raises the stakes higher than ever before.

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  prologue

  Each time he came to me in dreams, I saw him as I’d seen him the first time: floating. He was a silhouette, blurred by the tank’s thick glass, and by the viscous fluid in which he was submerged. I could see only glimpses: his head slumped against his shoulder, the curve of his cheek. I couldn’t see his face clearly, but I knew it was Kip, the same way that I would know the weight of his arm across my body, or the sound of his breath in the darkness.

  His torso curled forward, his legs hanging. His suspended body was a question mark that I couldn’t answer.

  I would have preferred anything to those dreams—even the memory of his jump. That came to me often enough in the daytime: his half shrug before he leaped. The long fall. How the silo floor was the mortar that made his bones a pestle, grinding his own flesh.

  When I dreamed of him in the tank it was a different kind of horror. Not the spreading blood on the silo floor, but something worse: the immaculate torture of the tubes and wires. Months before, I had freed him from the tank. Since I’d watched him die in the silo, most nights my dreams encased him once again within the glass.

  The dream shifted. Kip was gone, and I was watching Zach sleeping. One of his hands was thrust out toward me. I could see the gnawed skin around his fingernails; I could see his jaw, roughened by stubble.

  When we were very small we’d shared a cot and slept each night curled together. Even when we were older, and he’d begun to fear and despise me, our bodies never unlearned that habit of closeness. When we’d outgrown our shared cot, I would roll over in my own bed and watch how he, sleeping on the far side of the room, would roll too.

  Now I stared again at Zach’s sleeping face. There was nothing on it to show what he had done. I was the branded one, but his face should have worn some kind of mark. How could he have built the tanks, and ordered the massacre on the island, and still sleep like that, open-mouthed and oblivious? Awake, he had never been still. I remembered his hands, always moving, tying invisible knots in the air. Now he was motionless. Only his eyes were twitching as they followed the movements of his own dreams. At his neck, a vein pulsed, keeping count of his heart’s beats. My own, too—they were the same thing. When his stopped, so would mine. He had betrayed me at every opportunity, but our shared death was the one promise that he couldn’t break.

  He opened his eyes.

  “What do you want from me?” he said.

  I had fled from him all the way to the island, and back to the deadlands of the east, but here he was, my twin, staring at me across the silence of my dream. It was as if a rope bound me to him, and the further we ran from each other, the more we felt it tighten.

  “What do you want from me?” he said again.

  “I want to stop you,” I said. Once I would have said I wanted to save him. Perhaps there was no difference.

  “You can’t,” he said. Th
ere was no triumph in his voice—just a certainty, hard as teeth.

  “What did I do to you?” I said to him. “What have you done to us?”

  Zach didn’t answer—the flames did instead. The blast came, its white flash ripping through the dream. It stole the world and replaced it with fire.

  chapter 1

  I woke from flames, a scream bursting from me into the darkening air. When I reached out for Kip, I found only the blanket, chalky with ash. Each day that I tried to adjust to his absence, I’d wake to find my forgetful body rolling towards his warmth.

  I lay back in the echo of my own scream. I dreamed of the blast more often now. It came to me in sleep, and sometimes when I was awake. I understood more than ever why so many seers went mad. Being a seer was like walking on a frozen lake: each vision was a crack in the ice underfoot. There were many days when I felt sure I would plunge through the brittle surface of my own sanity.

  “You’re sweating,” said Piper.

  My breath was fast and loud and refused to be slowed.

  “It’s not hot. Do you feel feverish?”

  “She can’t talk yet,” said Zoe from the other side of the fire. “She’ll stop carrying on in a minute.”

  “She’s running a fever,” Piper said, his hand on my forehead. He reacted like this whenever I had a vision. At my side quickly, crowding me with his questions before the visions had even had a chance to dissipate.

  “I’m not sick.” I sat up, brushing his hand away, and wiped my face. “It’s just the blast again.”

  No matter how many times I’d endured the vision, there was no preparing for it, and no lessening its impact. It made my senses bleed into one another. The sound of it was absolute blackness; the color a white that shrieked in my ears. The heat went beyond pain: it was total. The size of the flames was beyond any measure: the horizon was consumed, the world snatched away in an instant of flame that lasted forever.

  Zoe stood and stepped over the crumbs of the fire to pass me the water flask.

  “It’s happening more often, isn’t it,” Piper said.

  I took the flask from Zoe. “Have you been counting?” I said to Piper. He didn’t reply but kept watching me as I drank.

  Until that night, I knew I hadn’t screamed for weeks. I’d worked so hard at it. Avoiding sleep; taming my convulsive breath when a vision came; clenching my jaw until my teeth felt as though they would grind one another down to dust. But Piper had noticed anyway.

  “You’ve been watching me?” I said.

  “Yes,” he said, not flinching from my stare. “I do what I have to do, for the resistance. It’s your job to endure the visions. And it’s mine to decide how we can use them.”

  It was me who broke the gaze, rolling away from him.

  For weeks our world had been made of ash. Even after we’d left the deadlands, the wind still blew from the east, loading the sky with a burden of black dust. When I rode behind Piper or Zoe, I saw how it settled even in the elaborate contours of their ears.

  If I’d cried, my tears would have run black. But I had no time for tears. And who would I cry for? Kip? The dead of the island? All who were trapped in New Hobart? Those still suspended, out of time, in the tanks? There were too many, and my tears were no good to them.

  I learned that the past is barbed. Memories snagged at my skin, relentless as the thorn bushes that grew by the deadlands’ black river. Even when I tried to recall a happy time –sitting with Kip on the windowsill on the island, or laughing with Elsa and Nina in the kitchen at New Hobart—my mind would end up at the same point: the silo floor. Those final minutes: the Confessor, and what she had revealed about Kip’s past. Kip’s jump, and his body on the concrete below me.

  I found myself envying Kip’s amnesia. So I taught myself not to remember. I clung to the present, the horse beneath me, its solidity and warmth. Leaning with Piper over a map sketched in the dust to calculate our next destination. The indecipherable messages left in the ash by the lizards that dragged their bellies across the ruined earth.

  When I was thirteen and freshly branded, I’d stared at the healing wound in the mirror and said to myself: This is what I am. Now I did the same with this new life. I tried to learn to occupy it, as I’d learned to inhabit my branded body. This is my life, I said to myself, each morning, when Zoe shook my shoulder to wake me for my shift as lookout, or when Piper kicked dirt over the fire and said it was time to move again. This is my life now.

  After our raid on the silo, the whole Wyndham region was so thick with Council patrols that before we could travel back to the west we had to head south, picking our way through the deadlands, that vast canker on the earth.

  Eventually we had to let the horses go—unlike us they couldn’t survive on lizard flesh and grubs, and there was no grass where we traveled. Zoe had suggested eating them, but I was relieved when Piper pointed out that they were as thin as us. He was right: their backbones were sharpened like the peaked spines of lizards. When Zoe untied them they galloped off to the west on legs that were nothing more than splints of bone. Whether they were fleeing us, or just trying to get away from the deadlands, I didn’t know.

  I’d thought I knew the damage that the blast had wrought. But those weeks showed me the wreckage anew. I saw the skin of the earth peeled back like an eyelid, leaving scorched stone and dust. After the blast, they say most of the world was like that: broken. I’d heard bards singing about the Long Winter, when ash had shrouded the sky for years, and nothing would grow. Now, hundreds of years later, the deadlands had retreated to the east, but from our time out there, I understood more of the fear and rage that had driven the purges, when the survivors had destroyed any of the machines that were left after the blast. The taboo surrounding the remnants of the machines wasn’t simply a law—it was an instinct. Any rumors or stories of what machines had once been able to do, in the Before, was overshadowed by the evidence of the machine’s ultimate achievement: fire and ash. The Council’s strict penalties for breaking the taboo never had to be enforced—it was a law upheld by our own revulsion, which shuddered away from the fragments of machines that still surfaced, occasionally, in the dust.

  People shuddered away from us, too, we Omegas in our blast-marked bodies. It was the same fear of the blast and its contagion that had led the Alphas to cast us out. To them, our bodies were deadlands of flesh: infertile and broken. The imperfect twins, we carried the stain of the blast in us, as surely as the scorched earth of the east. They chased us far away from where they lived and farmed, to scratch an existence from the blighted land.

  Piper, Zoe, and I had emerged from the east like blackened ghosts. The first time we washed, the water downstream ran black. Even afterward, the skin between my fingers was stained gray. Piper and Zoe’s dark skin took on a grayish tone that wouldn’t wash away—it was the pallor of hunger and exhaustion. The deadlands weren’t something that could easily be left behind. When we headed west, we were still shaking ash from our blankets each night when we unpacked them, and still coughing up ash in the morning.

  Piper and I sat near the entrance to the cave, watching the sun shrug off the night. More than a month earlier, on the way to the silo, we’d slept in the same hidden cave and perched on the same flat rock. Next to my knee, the stone still bore the scuff marks from where Piper had sharpened his knife all those weeks ago.

  I looked at Piper. The slash on his single arm had healed now to a pink streak, the scar tissue raised and waxy, puckered where stitches had held the wound closed. At my neck, the wound from the Confessor’s knife had finally healed, too. In the deadlands, it had been an open wound, edged with ash. Was the ash still there, inside me, specks of black sealed beneath the scar’s carapace?

  Piper held out a piece of rabbit meat skewered on the blade of his knife. It was left over from the night before, coated with cold fat, congealed into grey strings. I shook my head and turned away.

  “You need to eat,” he said. “It’ll take us three more weeks
to get to the Sunken Shore. Even longer to get to the west coast, if we’re going to search for the ships.”

  All of our conversations began and ended at the ships. Their names had become like charms: The Rosalind. The Evelyn. And if the hazards of the unknown seas didn’t sink the ships, then sometimes I felt that the weight of our expectations would. They were everything, now. We’d managed to rid the Council of the Confessor, and of the machine that she was using to keep track of all Omegas—but it wasn’t enough, especially after the massacre on the island. We might have slowed down the Council, and cost them two of their most powerful weapons, but the tanks were patient. I’d seen them myself, in visions and in the awful solidity of reality. Row after row of glass tanks, each one a pristine hell.

  That was the Council’s plan for all of us. And if we didn’t have a plan of our own, a goal to work for, then we were just scrapping in the dust, and there’d be no end to it. We might forestall the tanks for a while, but no better than that. Once, the island had been our destination. That had ended in blood and smoke. So now we were seeking the ships that Piper had sent out from the island, months before, in search of Elsewhere.

  There were times when it felt more like a wish than a plan.

  It would be four months at the next full moon since the ships sailed. “It’s a hell of a long time to be at sea,” Piper said as we sat on the rock.

  I had no reassurance to offer him, so I stayed silent. It wasn’t just a question of whether Elsewhere was out there. The real question was what it could offer us, if it existed. What its inhabitants might know, or do, that we couldn’t. Elsewhere couldn’t just be another island, just a place to hide from the Council. That might offer us a respite, but it would be no solution, any more than the island was. There had to be more than that: a real alternative.

  If the ships found Elsewhere, they’d have to make their way back through the treacherous sea. If they survived, and if they weren’t caught attempting to return to the captured island, then they should be returning to a rendezvous point at Cape Bleak, on the northwest coast.